workday

Work doesnt usually lend itself to spare time to post on myspace, but it usually fills my brains with things and some aren't work related.

I've been thinking about time and space and happiness and life, in the deluge of ideas and trying to bring everything together, i rarely find anything that is truly insightful. Today isnt much different. But in thoughts i've found meaning to the past. and this might be something.

I know today, only looking back and using past experiences, how my past relates to the present.

Looking back, i can see that a single event changed my life. but the only way i know that is because i experienced it. but at the time i didnt know it was life changing. and today looking back on that one event i cant say that it was or wasn't except in the scope of all of the other things that has happened to me.

anyways...

I've been in good spirits over the past couple months, but not great. i dont think i fully came out of the slump i slipped into after the last downturn. today was great tho. i feel happy and energized and wanting to accomplish things...

which only leads me to fear next week.



ooooh. valentines day. i wonder how THAT's gonna turn out?


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