Well I'm back from my traveling, and Is good to be back... Well that is until this morning.

I had to break up with stephanie. She cheated on me the day i came back with one of my close friends.

I dont want to go into too much detail, but why the hell does this keep happening to me? I'm starting to think i deserve it somehow. I think my life is alright then the person i'm with decides to throw it away.

I fucking hate the way i feel right now. I'm angry with Steph and I'm angry with justin, but most of all i'm angry at myself for trusting them.

I dont like people who drink to mask their problems... but tonight i can understand why they do it.