Do people still come here?

Geesh... i just noticed that i haven't done anything here in a while. why is that? well i've been busy.

Doing what? well... living. I've been meeting some really great people and doing more work than could be imagined both at "work" and over at gainesvillebands.com. Staying productive has been a blessing. believe me.

Both GainesvilleBands.com and I were in the satellite this month. It was a pretty good article. Hopefully it will get some traffic to the site, and then hopefully get people out to shows... i can only hope.

GBdC still in diapers

speaking of GBdC, it's now over a year old. I'm so proud to see my baby growing up. It has matured, and at the same time regressed to throwing poop. but that's the way it is with any website that has interactivity with it's members. It will always have its ups and downs. Too bad that i'm one of the few that realize this.

And since the little brat of a website (and i mean that in a loving father way) is now officially one. There's gonna be a party.

It's funny how things come together.

I (along with anyone who knows anything about music in Gainesville) has been waiting for this HOME van CD release. It's gonna be a compilation of 42 bands all from Gainesville, and the proceeds will benefit the Home Van effort.

I talked to sterlo and we're gonna roll the release in with a GBdC birthday party on the 23 of October.... yeah, which is my birthday. So now we have an official party.

Aren't you divorced yet?

I'm finally seeing a light at the end of this divorce tunnel (thank god). Everything was going hunky-dory until little miss patti decided to get a lawyer involved and try to squeeze more money out of me. so, yeah... i guess she got a plan:

Step 1) "equally" divide up what we owned (read: take everything of value that was jointly owned and not nailed down).

Step 2) Say that everything is good and we dont need lawyers and we'll do the quick $200 divorce thing.

Step 3) Lie, and get a lawyer anyways.

Step 4) Try to get MORE stuff/money out of me.

Yeah. great. Well, one thing that wasn't in her plan was me deciding that i was tired of getting ass-fucked. So i got the best divorce lawyer in Gainesville to make sure she would "see it my way".

Needless to say, once she had been shown that i could actually end up getting money out of her, she thinks that everything is "fair" now.

I'm not a whore!

Well I'm out in the dating circle again. And i like it to an extent. It's changed a little since i was in it before... mostly in the confidence level of people and the complexity of "relationships". Maybe not... maybe i'm just older and wiser and can see through the bullshit that's out there a lot easier than everyone else.

So my plan is this: not get involved in a "serious" relationship for a while... hell i may never get into one again. why? I dont know. I just know that my trust is now harder to come by... or at least i dont put myself in a position that i need to "trust" people.

that sounded bad. it's not totally like that... but i know that i dont trust anyone 100% anymore. everyone in my life has lied to me at one point or another. not huge lies, just little ones. but it does lower the trust level of people in my mind.

future

I want to redo this site. a lot has changed in the past year (the time of the last update). I want to get some pictures of my friends up here. or at least people i hang out with. Mostly because i noticed that i dont have many pictures of people. I need to change that, because, i have people that i love that i will probably never see again. and some of those people i have forgotten what they look like.

speaking of forgetting, my memory is getting worse. i swear i'm going to end up like the guy from memento. I should see a doctor about it... but i keep forgetting.