This is my homepage. I have had this account for only a little while, and everyday I get a little bit closer to my goal. Providing a page where people like me can chat, learn and "escape" the pressures of life.
I became MATT VANN as of 1/15/93. Before this date I was referred to as Madelin Vann. I use the word "referred" because this is exactly how I feel about that name (and that life style). Madelin Vann was my real name, and female was my real sex. I struggled through the begining of high school, wondering why I was different. I just couldn't understand. Then it hit me, I was gay. I could not go through life pretending to be someone I was not, so I changed.
I want to help anyone else that feels this way to come out of their closet. I understand what you are going through. Don't feel as if getting a sex change operation is "conforming to social pressure". Think of it as a new lease on life. If you are not sure which way you want to swing it then just consider a "tuck", till you make up your mind (you wouldn't buy a car without taking a test drive first!).
This page will soon become a wealth of information Here's what's coming -