agonize

the frightened	A baby? What am I going to do? How are we supposed to handle this? I don't make enough money, she won't be able to work either. Food, clothing, furniture....hospital bills... What if I'm a horrible parent? What will my parents say? My friends? I feel so alone...I'm so scared...
the practical	I'm going to have to get a second job, at least until the baby is born. My parents have to know right away too, the longer I keep them in the dark the more hurt their feelings will get and the worse I'll feel about asking for help if I need it. They've been through this before, I need their wisdom. We'll wait until its confirmed, then we'll go together. I don't want to scare them for no reason. I have to be prepared though, for whatever happens. I want to be a good father and a good husband at the same time.
the selfish	I don't want this to change my life. My world is set so perfectly now, this is going to ruin everything. Why did this have to happen to me?
the loving	This happened to us and its a blessing, no matter what happens around it. Our baby will be a part of both of us, something that represents our undying love for each other. I can be everything to him or her...no, we can be everything. Everything that happens, I want it to be us. The three of us.