Despair
I only see myself reflected in your eyes so all that I believe I am essentially are lies And everything I've hoped to be or ever thought I was Died with your belief in me so who the hell am I? I don't know if I'm real without you What is left for me without you? I don't know whats real without you How can I exist without you? I'm wandering 'round confused wondering why I try The more that you deny my pain the more it intensifies... I need someone to ache for me the way I ache for you... If you ignore that I'm alone I've nothing to cling to I stare in this mirror. So tired of life If only you would speak to me or care if I'm alive Once I swore I'd die for you But I never meant it like this I don't know if I'm real without you What is left for me without you? I don't know whats real without you How can I exist without you?
--Shame, Stabbing Westward